YUP

Theres gotta be hope for me. THers gota be a reason that you have me hear i fel it lord. ,i hae so much passionm but its buried so ofetn bu nukbness but whne i feel it i really feel it. I know im all about passion and you lord. its al baout you and nothign else. ive been thgourgh so much i cant stand it but wouldnt change it but when ifeel i knwo whats its about i knw lord i just want keanign ful god moments all the time efveryday i love whne the starbucks guy inly weites meaningful stuff on my cup nad not just basic messages i loe it so much its waht its all about i hurt lord in o so many ways. and some days i cannot stand to get up mentally meitanly and phsically kord but u ust hae a future for me eer after all this. I wannt to cry i wannt o feel you so bad you have shown me my fuure and i cannot have evern dreame what you show me its bter than thought it could be i know its baout eanign but i get stuck how ma ties did iw ann die and stil lsometimes but there must be hope ic annot beloe how much my beliefs haev changeed recently but there must hbe the specks of what was twisted of truth in it. and that is the key oh lord help me plaese i want ot change the workd so bad i wanna be so ful of you that i enter a nation ive mever been to ad they said oh my ogsh ewhat is that feelingabdb the enture world watches on theyoutube and saysd i feel the workd changing thruogh this dude its like god is wokring thruogh hi rugt now i fee it so stringly. but i get numb